Malaise

God I feel horrible today: just a general sense of malaise. My parents, sister and I went out to dinner last night at a great restaurant here in San Francisco. It has some of the best apple pie a la mode I've ever had. I wasn't hungry when we went but I had dinner and finally the apple pie for dessert.

I then stayed up past midnight playing SIMS 2. I dreampt anxiety dreams about SIMS all night and woke up this morning feeling like crap. I've put on three pounds of water weight and am so not hungry. I never want to eat again. And I'm tired and surrounded by all my worldly posessions; literally; they're all over the floor. I'm moving on Saturday and have only a handfull of things I need to do by then:

Finish packing
visit the Jelly Belly factory in Fairfield today
Meet my dad for a steak lunch tomorrow
Hang out with my friend Krissy in Chinatown on Friday
Have a family dinner on Friday night

These are all fun things that I look forward to. C'mon coffee: do your stuff!